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Wednesday
23Dec2009

Blog Transmitted Disease

Tamarind at Righteous Orbs has started a new blog transmitted disease that keeps on jumping and infecting all too willing blogger victims. The basic idea is this:

It’s basically a blog-content gift exchange (and it really needs a catchier title), and here’s how it works. If you’d like to play, leave me a comment and in return I’ll give you a subject, or ask you a question … and then you go away and blog about it. It doesn’t have to be a whole blog post, this is meant to be low pressure gift-exchange, but, you know, a comment or a paragraph, or a corner of a post (or a full post, if you want to really indulge me, or feel inspired). And if I suggest something crap or boring in which you have no interest, you can look at it as the equivalent of a pair of novelty socks, say “thank you very much, Tam” and throw it away entirely, and I’ll pretend not to notice and make a mental note not to get you novelty socks next year.

And then, if you feel like it, you can throw it open on your own blog, inviting people to comment if they’re will to blog on a subject of your choosing (and I promise I’ll come and do the same, thus offering blogging gifts of my own, instead of just demanding blog gifts frome verybody else) … and thus the blog-content gift exchange programme will spread … like a disease … the nice sort of disease … kind of like syphilis in the 17th century, when it was viewed as evidence you had Done Sex Properly. I think I just failed singularly to sell this plan.

I personally caught my embarrassing problem from the wonderful Tami (yeah, I am lucky like that), and she asked me to confess what I learned from this year's NaNoWriMo. Well, could have been worse. *grins* 

To be honest, I learned so many thing in this one month I can probably blog for an year just on this topic. But will try to share a short version, my top lessons from the one month of writing extravaganza and torture.

1) Write! Simple as that. You might think it is crappy, you might think no one will ever want to read it, you might think that you are murdering every syllable in a particularly cruel fashion by committing it to your page. It doesn't matter. Keep writing.

While this sounds like something very particular to NaNoWriMo, it is, in fact, not. Take the last chapter of Feather Path. When I wrote it, I hated every word. Felt forced, felt false, felt weak, and I almost scrapped it oh so many times. But I finished it instead. And then a week later, when my nausea at the thought of it had faded, I came back and edited it, and some people told me this was my best writing to date. Get it on the page, you can fix it later!

2) Kill your spell- and grammar-checker. Apart from the red squiggles being the most distractive and muse-destructive thing ever, maybe it is time to learn spelling without its help? *wink* Writers should be able to spell!

As for the grammar-checker, don't know about other ones, but the Word one is simply bad. Fragments can be okay sentences, damn you! *rages*

3) Build anticipation. Tell everyone you can that you are writing a novel. Tell them just a bit about it, enough to whet their appetite. Ask them to be your test readers. Make them want to be your test readers, poke you to ask about your progress, be excited. Once you do that, you cannot give up - too many people will be disappointed! Make it hard on yourself to be a slacker. *wink*

4) Have a daily/weekly goal and outdo it. Not have a goal and keep it. Outdo it. It is a great feeling to be ahead of your game, to do more than expected, to be more productive and creative than necessary. Funnily enough, the more you out-do yourself, the more you will out-do yourself. Because the feeling of success is a great writing aphrodisiac.

5) Take a notepad and pen everywhere. I wish ingenious ideas were so accommodating as to come to me just when I am sitting at the computer with a Hiro-like expression of insane concentration, and trying to conjure magic with words. Alas, it doesn't quite work like that. Most of the breakthroughs in my NaNoWriMo novel happened when I was taking a break from writing, whether to take a shower, shop, or *gasp* see some friends. And memory is an unreliable thing, believe me. So carry some handy note taking equipment with you.

On this note, dear Santa, I want water-resistant paper and pen for Christmas, please. Thanks, yours truly, Writer.

6) Writing buddies are priceless. I don't think I would really have made it without all the support, fun chatter and sprinting madness in the Saucy Wenches channel. It was great, and I am sad it is over.

Love you Bre, Kestrel, Krizz and Anna.

7) This is just the beginning. So you have a complete first draft? Congratulations! Open a bottle of champagne, dance a jig, spill the champagne in the process, be silly, be giddy. You did it!

Done yet? Great. Now, sit down and start making plans for rewriting this mess. *grins*

Truth is, your first draft sucks and so does mine. That is okay. That is their role. You have the bones of a story, beginning, middle and end, and this is what matters. But if you love your story and want it to ever go somewhere, you will have to commit to the long and arduous process of editing. I have not gone there with my beloved novel yet, we are "taking some time off" until New Year, and re-evaluating our commitment to one another. But my brain is already filing the pieces I need to rewrite.

First draft is called first for a reason. Be ready for it.

Offering a free BTD, any takers?

If you would like to take a part in the Christmas gift that keeps on giving craziness, leave a comment, and I am sure I will think of something embarrassing to ask you. *grins*

Friday
27Nov2009

NaNoWriMo won!

Last night, sometime around 4 a.m. in the morning, I typed the 50 thousandth word of my NaNoWriMo novel, the working title of which is "Death's Door". I did so in a sprint with the great Kestrel, who used the push to write a really heartwarming post on his blog, yet again encouraging Krizz and me and all NaNoers in the tough endeavour, and being a nice and caring person overall. Thanks for being there, Kes! And yes, another tone of linkage for you <smile>.

I also simply need to mention my all-the-way sprinting partner, annoying and weird Canadian, and horribly fun person, Krizzlybear. It was great to meet you at the finish like, Krizz, and thanks for the daisies. And the butterfly too <laughs>.

So, where on from here? I was toying with the idea of editing and posting the first chapter of Death's Door on the blog today, but Falconesse over at L'esprit d'escalier (I am so absurdly grateful I don't have to pronounce that... my French is terrible) alerted me to the fact that would harm my chances of getting  the novel sold, if that is what I am aiming for. I am aware it is a long shot at this point, and I certainly lack the mental distance to my own as of yet newborn child of a manuscript to know if it is worth going after a publishing deal. But at this point I would not want to make this chance even more remote than it already is, so unfortunately, I will have to keep the novel under wraps, until my mind has been made up.

That does not mean I will be idle, however! The story of Kaiyu, which has already been started here, is actually situated in the same world as Death's Door, so at the very least I can continue this one in the serial form I started it. Also, I have several ideas for short stories, I have Saucy Wenches writing prompts to catch up on, and overall, I have to finally be a responsible blogger. It cannot be very difficult, considering that I just completed a 50 thousand world novel in less than 30 days, can it? Child's game, compared to that.

Yeehaa!

As for Death's Door, I am planning for now to finish the last chapter (my brain was totally fried last night, so I still have the final scene to write), and then stick it in a virtual drawer and let it mature and beautify without my help until the new year. And then, second draft time comes, baby. And that is a scary and exciting time, almost as much as the month of November itself was.

While I really would like to start editing it, like, right now, I think this might be unwise. The story is too fresh in my mind, and I think some time and distance might make me more objective in my edits, and make it easier to kill my baby where there is the need to. This is one of the hardest parts of editing for me, the realisation you have to sometimes kill your favourite scenes, or remove this extremely witty sentence, or this character building twist, because it just doesn't serve the story. And I do not feel capable of doing that right now. So Death's Door and I both get some time apart, to cool off and reevaluate our very intensive relationship. <smile>

What are your plans for your just finished or not yet completed NaNo novels? Do you need time to cool off as well, or do you prefer to strike the iron while it is hot? How about publishing deals? Considering one? I would be very curious to hear your thoughts on the matter.

Thursday
26Nov2009

NaNoWriMo - the final dash

I am oh so close, it hurts to stop to do a blog post! It really does. But here I am, losing precious time you might say, because I am determined to not let this blog get so dusty that no amount of determined scrubbing would do the trick of bringing it back to the world of shiny, exciting things. Or maybe it is already too late? We will see...

So, NaNo is almost over. Not totally yet, a few days left. At this moment I am in the final dash, 47.5 thousand words and writing the scenes before the final confrontation. I am already full of ideas of what I want to change and rewrite, and the battle with my inner editor (imagine a strict spinster with a bob haircut, steely gaze and a menacing red pen) is fierce. But I am besting her... aaargh!

I know I won't be stopping at 50 thousand, I would like to write in a few more scenes earlier in the plot, preferrably before November 30th. But even if I don't manage to finish those, I will have a beginning, a middle and an end, and actual dots that connect those. 50 thousand words is not quite enough to develop a proper story arc, especially if the character is facing really personality changing circumstances - and really, when is a character not, that is the whole point of a story - but it makes for a good first draft. I am already excited about all the potential exhilaration and frustrations of writing a second draft. I still have kept alarmingly much of my hair. Something needs to change!

Also, I have found a copyeditor extraordinaire, I have recruited a priest friend to check out my representation of a rather liberal and interesting priest, whose role in the book grew beyond what I imagined, and a few more helpful and lovely people who will read, comment, despair, yell at me and overall help me make the story a better one. And when it has gone through this process, provided I am still alive and kicking... it will be shared. I totally don't get the shivers thinking of that one. I am also a horrible liar.

Right! Enough time lost on blog posts! Time to get back to the final confrontation.

Ta ta!

Friday
13Nov2009

NaNoWriMo Wordle

Thirteen days into NaNoWriMo, and I am still (mostly) sane, and just a bit underslept. Okay, this latter one is a lie. I am severely undersleeping at the moment, but could not be happier about it. NaNoWriMo is turning out to be much more fun than I thought it would be, and despite the occasional writing despair and 'Where am I really going with this?' kind of moment, I am well ahead of the wordcount, already at 34 thousand words.

I have also learned many things about myself, what motivates me to write, what can make me keep at it and enjoy it, and last, but definitely not least, that I want to keep doing it. As the wonderful Kestrel wrote in a very insightful recent post (I promise, I will comment more, Kes, I am working on it!), one's desire to blog (or write, in my case) can be represented by Newton's Third Law. The forces f1 (desire to), and f2 (whatever happens to be stopping you) act against one another, creating an endless cycle of procrastination with bouts of self-awareness and guilt. In my case, I believe the evil f2 to be an uncanny combination of laziness, issues in real life that seem to have the desire to never leave me alone and plain old fear. Yep. The fear that I am not good enough, that my words are not refined enough, my ideas original enough... you name it.

Well, my cure seems to be called NaNoWriMo. There is not much place for refinement in NaNo, and you cannot get stuck up on words. Oh, and you have a deadline, and a wordcount to achieve until this deadline. Get crankin', girl!

And so I do. And I am as pleased as a Punch, and am already feeling sad that November will, inevitably, end.

But talking about words, and going back to the name of this post, we did a bit of wordling of our novels in the Saucy Wenches chat channel today, so that is what Wordle has to say about my novel in progress:

I wonder if that gives any clue as to subject matter <grins>. One thing it does reveal is the name of the main character. In big, pale blue, hard-to-miss letters.

Sixteen thousand words to go, time to go back to Word!